Well... it's been awhile.. to say the least. My life is in a totally different place then it was a year ago.

Well.. first off. I moved to Berkeley, CA in August of last year. And it has been all sorts of keen. I definitely like living in a college town verses living in a suburb. I am hopefully going to be going to take some college courses next fall and I already know my decided major.. Pre-veterinary Medicine.

I am working kinda sorta as a waitress. It is complicated to explain what I truly do. I just got a promotion.. so yeah woot woot.

Trent and I are also no longer together as of last month. I was the one who broke it off so no boohoos about it. I have someone else in my life.. who is amazing.

But yeah. I don't have a camera anymore. My mother wouldn't let me take my camera when I moved out in August. So I don't take pictures anymore. It saddens me a lot. But at least I don't have to figure out a good program that will work with my iMac. (Yeah.. I suckered down and bought an iMac)

But I just wanted to say hi. But also as a sort of good bye at the same time. I am not going to update this account anymore.

I ended up going to the hospital twice in the last two days.

I've had a headache that seriously won't go away. And it has been almost a week and a half now. So I finally suckered down and went to the hospital because I couldn't take the pain anymore.

Waited in the emergency room for over 6 hours. You gotta love County Hospitals. I saw a doctor for all of 5 minutes.. and he told me to try taking prescription strength pain killers.. (i.e Vicadin)

And the second time that I was in the hospital is because it seems that I am allergic to Vicadin. It kicked in whole I was at work, didn't get rid of my headache, made my whole body spaz, impaired my vision, wouldn't let me put any food down, and made me collaspe. Soo yeah, I was rushed to the hospital again after like 10 phone calls to get out of work. And completely freaking out all the people at the carts around me. The doctor basically told me I wasn't dying.. and to go sleep off the reaction.

Since then.. I slept from 12 pm - 12 am.. and I am still exhausted. The reaction has gone.. but my headache is back.

I posted awhile back about my grandfather suffering from ALS. Well, last Wednesday night he finally passed away. It still hurts, but I know he is better off then he was before. My grandfather had gotten to the point that he was unable to talk, eat, or move on his own. He had to have nurses come in every few hours to turn him to each side so that he wouldn't get bed sores. And that is absolutely no life I want for someone I love.

The funeral is this Saturday coming up. And I am absolutely terrified of going to the funeral. I have a complete phobia of Cemetaries. So it shall be interesting. But I have to go.

On some happier notes-

Trent and I have been together for 4 months as of next friday. woot. He truely makes me happy.

I graduate finally on June 12th. So I will be very busy until then.

I actually have 2 jobs now that add in on the business of my life. I work at the Movie Theatre in Fremont, and I still work at Proactiv in the mall.

And prom was last Saturday. I don't have my memory card because it is at my friend Kyle's house. But I do have one picture that I just added to my pictures.

Dare I say this has been one of the longest days ever.. and its only 2 and I haven't been to work yet.

Fucking Paypal charged me an extra $184. That then sent a chain reaction through my bank account that added another charge of a total of $175 in overdraft fees. And then I called paypal to get it fixed.. and it supposively isn't their problem at all. Even though they had taken out the extra $184 and put it in my paypal account. So I followed their advice.. and sent it back to my bank account.. but that doesn't cover the $175 in overdraft fees. So.. I went to the bank.. explained my situation to the bank manager.. She was shocked and appalled at the situation. Sent me to talk to a customer service rep to file the offical claim. I should get the offical claim in the mail soon.. and they'll investigate it. And hopefully I won't be so in debt after that. But currently because paypal is fucking retarded I am $374.98 in debt.

Not to mention my Ipod died.. like completely.. dead. Its frozen on.. and I tried all the troubleshooting and blah blah blah.. and it still isn't working. It freezes my computer everytime I plug it in so I can't restore it. So yay.. Apple is going to replace my ipod or do something.. luckily it is still under the warrenty. Otherwise I'd be screwed!

So yeah.. I had a complete break down today.. a few actually. But I'm less stressed out now.

And I <3 Trent. Just thought I'd say that.

Ok.. I'm being lazy as of this moment really dreading that I have to be at work in an hour.

But needless to say.. that damn teapot project that I have been working on in my spare time since I transfered schools is FINALLY almost done. It went into the kiln on Friday.. and should be done being fired tomorrow. Which means Thursday I glaze and it shall be done after that!

Gah, I am so tired I almost fell asleep in the shower. I went to go see TMNT last night, and honestly don't waste your money on it. It sucks. Thank god my friend Ryan is the manager of the theater so I no longer have to pay for any movies, popcorn or games. <3 Trent's friends are cool! It was more fun beating the snot out of Trent on one of those racing games then the movie actually was. *A little note.. I know how to drive and he doesn't.. so he doesn't know how to control a car or go into turns.. or shift gears.* Muwhaha.. and he had it easier too.. my game was hella dark and I could barely see anything.